Wednesday, November 27, 2019

Another Birthday! Happiness or not-

Another birthday and frankly yesterday, anticipating this was quite emotional.  It was a day of tearing up and thinking about the decades, the missteps..not so much the thoroughly joyful.  Why did I go to the dark-side? I am not sure..but there it was.  Sad, lonely, dark and quite a lot of choking back of that torrent of tears on the verge.
This morning, finally, the day - my Birthday!  Well, no going back.  Thinking about it - glad, very glad to be here - to have made it to that certain age & here's 'To Life!'
My sons, certainly, make all the difference in their love, good cheer and thoughtful comments and sentiments about not only their being my sons, but about my birthday.  For this, I am thankful.
Grateful...that wonder of being attuned to the life force, the universe and ancestors...all of it.

I am on break between classes & wanted to write something about today and how it is going!  It's going fine.  Quite well.  Happy Birthday to me.

1 comment:

RAPorter1950 said...

My impression of you is that you weren't a person who had many missteps. Perhaps artists are inclined to see every step as a misstep. Runs with the territory. Happy belated birthday.

2023 - On Haitus - Cheers to another year.

 On haitus & moving forward on writing projects. Happy New Year!